Well, lets see....I started college monday. I have Coun 140 and math 40 on mondays and wednesday. Psychology 101 and English 58 on tuesdays and thursday. My psychology is one of those big classes that has like, 100 students per class.

Anywayz....i hate being leftout. Makes me feel soo alone. Im already alone as it is. Soo yesturday i didnt do anything. just went to starbucks and did homework. no one really bothered to call me for plans.

March...about 4-5 months ago i cried my heart out for a girl named Joey. She was a sophmore, very funny, smart, and someone i can actually be myself, but i just wasnt wut she was looking for. and i accepted that. And even now were like best buddies. We hug, we laugh, we smile. Ever since then, i never cried. My best friend cami told me, theres some one at the end of the road waiting for me. Everytime i break my heart, i lose a piece of me...and as u wait, u regain the piece and make it stronger. So just wait and you'll find someone.

Now...I tried for someone. again....for the 2nd time. I threw everything i had at her. All my heart, all my soul at her. Tho i was F** nervous about talking to her, i still tried. heh...i "tried". I never did accept the fact that i tried. I broke my heart twice for this girl...and i say to my self that "i didnt try hard enough" but...i did...and i fell. I fell hard, broken into pieces...the hole i fell in was soo deep. ANd now, she made her point that she doesnt want anything to do wit me. And that hurt....it hurt kus she wrote it in a xanga. yea...something like this...xanga's....all they do is cause trouble kus ANY one can see it.....

for 4 months ive been waiting. and now, im finally back to where i just started. another talk wit my best friend. another talk about someone at the end of the road. and another broken heart for me....

oh wow! im suprised i still remember my password!

well anywayz, i guess ima try to do this again. lol for the 3rd? 4th? time? Since i graduated from gahr high, ive had a lot of extra time on my hands. so i guess ill just do this xanga thing again.

HEY!! spring break is over =(. And right when we came back, i had a english research project due and an Japanese project due. I think i got a C in the english, but i feel pretty confident in the japanese. I wanted to do a video, but i ran out of time so me and jerico used our backup plan and made a poster board. Heck, as long as we get a good grade, who cares!  Anywayz, i think das about it. MY iPod is soo kooL!! is soo small!! lol but i only hav like 20 songs. ~Peace

Birthdays
Alda - TODAY!! HAPPY Birthday!
Bianca - April 11
Valerie Gascon - April 15
Michelle Loran - April 17
Nicole - April 18
BIG MARK - April 29

Prom - End of this month
(Thinking of going? 15% yes, 85% no)

heyY! its been along time since i updated. Hmm lets see...Yesturday was soo fun. I didnt really get to go on my morning jog kus my friend needed a ride in the morning. (but he canceled it so dat got me alittle mad)

Gone to the BEACH!
I went to Seal Beach wit Jocell at 9am. It was pretty koo. I havnt been to the beach for like.....more than 7 years!!! So alot has changed...some of the stores ive never seen. We walked around, lookin at the stores. But since it was pretty early, everything was closed. Then we went on the sand and got a tan =). lol we were jus sitting there for about 30 minutes talking. THen we went out to lunch. hmm After we ate, we went to cerritos mall around 12ish. Everything was jus opening. So it was pretty empty. WE left to Jocell house to hang out.

Santa Monica!!
After the beach, i went over to marks house. Me, Anthony, Henry, Mark and Jeff went over to 3rd street Promenade down at Santa monica! It was soo krazy over there. Soo many stores ive never seen. We went around 4ish, but didnt get there till 5ish kus of traffic. But it was sooo worth it!!Anthony bought alot of stuff. about $200 worth of stuff! I bought a iPod Shuffle!!!!!we went over to Hooters to eat . it was soo tiight! Anthony bought some jackets, shoes and shirts. Then we went to Santa Monica Mall. DAMN THAT place was 3 stories tall! that was soo krazy! but, pretty small in lengh wise. It closed pretty fast kus we went in there around 8:45.Then we went to the peir. but it was pretty boring kus everything closed. Sooo we went home around 10:30ish. Overall, it was worth the 1 hour drive! Got an iPod, saw hot girl, ate good food!...ahhh....NOW its spring break.